[ Of course Tim notices. Tim notices everything. He pulls back, giving a concerned look. Is Dick hurt? He hadn't told Tim about anything.
But he's quickly distracted from that line of thought when he hears the question. It's a fair one to ask, he supposes. Tim doesn't want Dick to doubt his desire to be in a relationship, but he did just sort of appear at his apartment out of nowhere telling Dick it would be okay if he wanted to.
So he looks a little sad about it, but nods his head without hesitation. Keeps his voice quiet and gentle. ]
Even if you live in a different city, and don't visit enough or text enough. I'll miss you, but I'll still be yours.
[ He'll have to try to be a little less needy. Which is sort of funny, because Tim never thought that'd be an issue that he had, he always figured it would be the opposite. Because in past relationships, it was him leaving some distance. ]
I've never felt this way about anyone before. I wasn't even sure I could.
[ There's an earnestness glowing in his eyes, subdued by the depth of the moment but still managing to shine through. Tim really means it--Dick is special. He's always been the exception to the rule. ]
[ the smile softens on Dick's expression, his eyes warming to Tim's words. he understood what Tim was trying to say. it must be hard to put aside all that rational thinking with a mind that noticed everything and analysed every detail. luckily, Tim liked him enough to set all that aside and deal with the distance, his unresponsiveness, his bad habit of disappearing every once in a while to drown in his work. ]
Thanks, Tim. [ he sees the genuine adoration in Tim's eyes, and it amazes him how even just that loosens the knot in his chest. ] Didn't think I could, either. I always thought that everything else was priority, but with you...you make me realize what's important.
[ it's a promise that he intends to keep.
all his past relationships that fell apart because work was more important, because saving other people and relationships that were not his own were more important, even if it meant giving up his own love. as unexpected and shocking as it was to have Tim show up at his apartment, soaking wet and telling him it was okay to break up, it was what he needed to properly see what he was letting happen. ]
I don't ever want you to ever feel like I don't wanna be with you again, hm? So if you ever miss me, just call me, okay? I promise I'll pick up.
[ Dick is implying that Tim is what's really important, and it makes the fluttery little butterflies in his chest explode with happiness. His cheeks flush darker and he has to glance away shyly.
He feels loved, and it's probably the best thing he's ever felt. Tim rewards him with another gentle kiss, a sweet little affection. But he's careful not to press the spot that made Dick flinch earlier. ]
Do you think I could stay the night? If you don't already have plans.
[ He doesn't really want to go back out to the pouring rain, his clothes probably aren't dry yet anyway. Though at this point he is genuinely debating stealing what Dick let him borrow. Getting to have some of his boyfriend's clothes makes the distance a little easier.
But he won't be angry if Dick has other things to do. Tim showed up out of no where, he's not so egotistical that he expects his boyfriend to drop everything. ]
Even if I just stay on the couch or something. I don't want to get all wet again.
What? [ there's genuine surprise lifting his brows as Tim asks him to stay ]. Of course you can stay the night. In bed, with me. There's no way I'm letting you sleep on the couch.
[ he smiles warmly, with a shake of his head. he's aware that Tim is trying to be courteous, and he appreciates it. he presses a kiss to Tim's lips. ]
I missed you. You're not getting away from me now.
[ If Tim were a cat he'd be purring, pleased with the result he got and at the idea of getting to snuggle up in his boyfriend's arms.
As it is he just smiled against those perfect lips and nods his head. Tim doesn't even realize that he's the one suggesting sleep at some point, so mark self care down as something that he improves on when Dick is around. ]
I just know it's rude to invite myself.
[ Janet always made sure that little Timmy minded his manners, he couldn't make her look bad. And, well, sometimes old habits die hard.
It's still a little early to go to bed, but he's content to snuggle to and share the same air with someone he cares so much about. Being like this washes away his insecurities and make everything just feel... better. ]
We’re so past that, Tim. You know that, don’t you?
[ even as he asks the question, he knows the answer. Tim doesn’t know it. Tim operated from a place of thinking he wasn’t wanted unless he was explicitly told so, or was providing something useful. Dick knew that from all the years of working with Tim, training him, and being part of the only family they now had. And somehow, he had been blind to it when it comes to their relationship.
he searches out Tim’s expression at that declaration of belonging, and brushes their noses together even as his smile turns a little sad at the thought. ]
I’m yours too. All of me, so you can come here whenever you want, Tim. Just know that you have an open invitation to my bed and my life.
[ he doesn’t normally like surprises, but where Tim is involved, things always seem to work a little differently. ]
[ Tim knows that Dick knows him well enough that he doesn't really need to answer the question. Feeling wanted is still something new to him, and perhaps with a bit more time he can shake that mentality and just embrace that as Dick's boyfriend, he's welcome without invitation.
He'll work on it. ]
I'll probably still try to give you a heads up. To make sure you're actually home.
[ The grin he gives is a little sheepish, because immediately he thinks about his probability of hacking into Dick's security systems and getting in without him even there. Might be an interesting test, at some point. If Barbara helped at all they might be too advanced for even Tim.
Tim shakes that thought away and steals another kiss, can't seem to help himself. He's obsessed with the way Dick's lips feel against his own, soft and warm. Every little peck is a steady reminder that this is real, that this is one good thing he's allowed to have without feeling any guilt. No matter what his brain tried to convince him of sometimes. ]
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But he's quickly distracted from that line of thought when he hears the question. It's a fair one to ask, he supposes. Tim doesn't want Dick to doubt his desire to be in a relationship, but he did just sort of appear at his apartment out of nowhere telling Dick it would be okay if he wanted to.
So he looks a little sad about it, but nods his head without hesitation. Keeps his voice quiet and gentle. ]
Even if you live in a different city, and don't visit enough or text enough. I'll miss you, but I'll still be yours.
[ He'll have to try to be a little less needy. Which is sort of funny, because Tim never thought that'd be an issue that he had, he always figured it would be the opposite. Because in past relationships, it was him leaving some distance. ]
I've never felt this way about anyone before. I wasn't even sure I could.
[ There's an earnestness glowing in his eyes, subdued by the depth of the moment but still managing to shine through. Tim really means it--Dick is special. He's always been the exception to the rule. ]
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Thanks, Tim. [ he sees the genuine adoration in Tim's eyes, and it amazes him how even just that loosens the knot in his chest. ] Didn't think I could, either. I always thought that everything else was priority, but with you...you make me realize what's important.
[ it's a promise that he intends to keep.
all his past relationships that fell apart because work was more important, because saving other people and relationships that were not his own were more important, even if it meant giving up his own love. as unexpected and shocking as it was to have Tim show up at his apartment, soaking wet and telling him it was okay to break up, it was what he needed to properly see what he was letting happen. ]
I don't ever want you to ever feel like I don't wanna be with you again, hm? So if you ever miss me, just call me, okay? I promise I'll pick up.
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He feels loved, and it's probably the best thing he's ever felt. Tim rewards him with another gentle kiss, a sweet little affection. But he's careful not to press the spot that made Dick flinch earlier. ]
Do you think I could stay the night? If you don't already have plans.
[ He doesn't really want to go back out to the pouring rain, his clothes probably aren't dry yet anyway. Though at this point he is genuinely debating stealing what Dick let him borrow. Getting to have some of his boyfriend's clothes makes the distance a little easier.
But he won't be angry if Dick has other things to do. Tim showed up out of no where, he's not so egotistical that he expects his boyfriend to drop everything. ]
Even if I just stay on the couch or something. I don't want to get all wet again.
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[ he smiles warmly, with a shake of his head. he's aware that Tim is trying to be courteous, and he appreciates it. he presses a kiss to Tim's lips. ]
I missed you. You're not getting away from me now.
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As it is he just smiled against those perfect lips and nods his head. Tim doesn't even realize that he's the one suggesting sleep at some point, so mark self care down as something that he improves on when Dick is around. ]
I just know it's rude to invite myself.
[ Janet always made sure that little Timmy minded his manners, he couldn't make her look bad. And, well, sometimes old habits die hard.
It's still a little early to go to bed, but he's content to snuggle to and share the same air with someone he cares so much about. Being like this washes away his insecurities and make everything just feel... better. ]
I'm all yours.
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[ even as he asks the question, he knows the answer. Tim doesn’t know it. Tim operated from a place of thinking he wasn’t wanted unless he was explicitly told so, or was providing something useful. Dick knew that from all the years of working with Tim, training him, and being part of the only family they now had. And somehow, he had been blind to it when it comes to their relationship.
he searches out Tim’s expression at that declaration of belonging, and brushes their noses together even as his smile turns a little sad at the thought. ]
I’m yours too. All of me, so you can come here whenever you want, Tim. Just know that you have an open invitation to my bed and my life.
[ he doesn’t normally like surprises, but where Tim is involved, things always seem to work a little differently. ]
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He'll work on it. ]
I'll probably still try to give you a heads up. To make sure you're actually home.
[ The grin he gives is a little sheepish, because immediately he thinks about his probability of hacking into Dick's security systems and getting in without him even there. Might be an interesting test, at some point. If Barbara helped at all they might be too advanced for even Tim.
Tim shakes that thought away and steals another kiss, can't seem to help himself. He's obsessed with the way Dick's lips feel against his own, soft and warm. Every little peck is a steady reminder that this is real, that this is one good thing he's allowed to have without feeling any guilt. No matter what his brain tried to convince him of sometimes. ]